Key Points
Growing up in a toxic, homophobic environment left me feeling terrified of masculine connection.Engaging in the "daddy-boy" fetish helped me heal my inner child and feel safe around other men.Now I live as a happy, confident man...
Like many young queer men, I grew up in a homophobic environment..
As my "daddy" held me, an indescribable thing happened: The traumatized little boy inside me started to awaken..
The guards I had built started to melt away as my inner child came alive.. I snuggled my head into this "daddy's" chest and looked up into his kind eyes..
I realized I had been repressing my inner child out of fear it would be hurt, but being with my "daddy" made me see it was safe to show that part of me as a man..